I am here to support your shift from inferiority to integrity. To manifest that shift, I can facilitate your breaking free from conditioning, so you can be an adult who has integrated all parts of yourself vs. being a wounded child posing as an adult. You want to respond to people and situations from a place of integrity rather than being reactive or repressed, right? Let’s get you to not react from your wounding any longer, but to stand firmly in your truth, so you can handle anything that comes your way with a loving heart.

 

Have you ever heard of the Dark Night of the Soul? Do you suspect you might be in it? I’m here to support you in your breakthrough, in your awakening, in your healing & empowerment.

 

For years, I’ve wanted to come out of the closet as an energy healer, but my fear kicked in and I continued hiding, and you couldn’t find me! It’s my perfectionism that kicked in! I knew I needed to speak to your pain, offer a solution, and walk you through the journey from point A to point Z. I held back, since my copy wasn’t perfect yet. You know, I’m a recovering/recovered perfectionist and people-pleaser myself. That makes me the perfect coach to support you in healing your people-pleasing, perfectionist tendencies! I give you my copy now, knowing that it will evolve. Your ability to recognize yourself in my words will increase with my ability to describe your pain, my solution and the path. We will resonate with each other more and more, as I get to work with more and more clients, and, together, we are continually refining our match!

 

Back to the Dark Night of the Soul: In the midst of it, you are yearning for healing & empowerment so much and working so hard, yet you are standing in your own way! Ever heard of the Drama Triangle? In your Dark Night of the Soul, you can’t help being in the disempowered states of Perpetrator, Victim and Rescuer respectively. You don’t have the escape velocity to reach the empowered states of Challenger, Creator, and Coach yet. 

 

It was a big AHA for me that I was a client magnet indeed; I was just on the repelling pole of magnetism rather than the attractive one! That was when I pushed people away through denying the true motivation behind my Rescuer pattern: I wanted to be a peacemaker and change/save the world only to cover up how I was really resisting changing myself! I wanted to rescue others, because my Wounded Inner Child needed rescuing/healing! I wasn’t ready quite yet; I couldn’t accept myself in my allness yet. I pushed people away because I didn’t know my Victim pattern! I wanted emotional intimacy. I didn’t realize, though, that I could only manifest that externally, once I was willing and able to honestly look at myself! I needed to follow my feeling navigation and act on it! Only that strategy leads to me being a creator! I pushed people away, since my behavior was challenging. I needed to challenge myself to become assertive in a diplomatic way. Facing my own truth paved the way for facing conflict in a non-violent way. I had always been passionate about anything and everything spiritual! Little did I know that I was prone to spiritual bypassing! I yearned for spiritual heights, yet resisted the depth that is necessary to ascend. Gradually I realized how ascension and descension happen simultaneously and support one another! You need to dig deep to rise in Love! Just as evolution/ascension and involution/descension support one another, the same is true for the Feminine and Masculine! Creating synergy between the 2 leads to a cosmic communion. When healing a repressed pattern, this involves overcoming timidness and sitting on your sovereign throne with integrity rather than dominance.

 

Doing my own Azarias healing, allowed my entitled princess to grow up into the Sovereign Queen!

 

If such a transformation speaks to you, reach out, and we can find the best way for us to work together.